mail.ru blocked

[Thomas Knierim]

I have blocked forum access for users with email addresses ending with @mail.ru. Unfortunately, this step was necessary to prevent the large amount of spam and dummy registrations originating from mail.ru addresses reaching our board. Although spam is not publicly visible at TBV, since all new registrations are moderated, I still need to review every post and every registration. I haven't blocked email domains before, except for some particularly notorious ones in China, but I don't see any alternative in this case, since spam from mail.ru has increased drastically.

Cheers, Thomas

[peterh]

i hear by announce my love and compassion for all peoples of planet earth.

i fight a personal battle every day to vanquish hatered and malevolence from my being. i have been mugged bashed raped drugged defrauded had my life earnings stolen i lost my entire extended family in ww2 i have been imprisioned in the name of medicene and the list of hardships i have faced go on whilst i live in a vanere society were atrocity is said not to exist, it surely does. i will not let this deter me i will not let this destroy me.

[sonrisa]

um, whatever....

[precipice]

Originally Posted by peterh

i hear by announce my love and compassion for all peoples of planet earth.

i fight a personal battle every day to vanquish hatered and malevolence from my being. i have been mugged bashed raped drugged defrauded had my life earnings stolen i lost my entire extended family in ww2 i have been imprisioned in the name of medicene and the list of hardships i have faced go on whilst i live in a vanere society were atrocity is said not to exist, it surely does. i will not let this deter me i will not let this destroy me.

hello, PeterH. we've seen several full moons since you made your announcement, declared your determination to remain the warrior in the midst of enemy chaos with devotion to continually access victory.

i know something of atrocity & precarious nature of justice. i know, too, that not all people personally "experience" atrocity or injustice at the same intensity or their life appears "smoother??" if, when or since some people (you-me-others) become more fully aware of the existence of hardship with atrocious proportions we have unique information/awareness that the "unexperienced" cannot validate and may even not believe. by the same token you & i & others are better prepared to recognize the approach of atrocity and we have the protection of confidence, that previously GAINED determination & survival past the sorrows, gave us.

your words reflect that you value - love people, that you are
ready & do battle against the potential inside you for hate & malicious thoughts or acts since some people deny that atrocity exists and possibly because of the events or situations you have been taken step by step into-against your wishes.

guess what, it's okay that not all people believe as we do that atrocity exists, it is not necessary for anyone to agree with you to make what you believe true. your truth is shared by some but not by all. that is a simple law which is beyond being truth. law stays the same, truth is different for everyone. consider this: change the thought you have that says "everybody has to believe atrocity exists" that is not for every one to know, some people don't have the strength to know it or to live through it. That you have this knowing, allows the opposite of it to gather and exist in you or your level of love and your wish to share it will be larger than the people not knowing.

There is one thing missing from what you declared...and this is a law & not a truth... you will wear out from battle with yourself and from preventing being deterred from your goal. To end the battle work it like this: stand in front of a mirror get close to it... close your eyes and now conjure up the faces of people you especially love and see them in your minds eye, hold their faces there, send out love from your inner most self toward them - keep it going out. see them in front of you NOW their faces are going to change but keep the love going out. then open your eyes see your face and let your best love be given to yourself. your love for others is not fully grown until self is self loved.

self love will replace the fear of being deterred, the fear of hate grown up in you. the need for battling will end. you are not bad or jinksed knowing atrocity you are being allowed blatant lessons that gift you with strength and knowledge to be centered and unconditional in your self love and that you are capable of standing on your own through this life that will bring suffering in mixed doses and by various methods. love yourself humbly & unconditionally.

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